Is it wrong?

Is it wrong to hear God and follow what he says but hate having to do it? Maybe hate is too strong of a word but you know what I mean. I bought the boat because I really really wanted one. But if it were Gods will for me to have it something would go right and so far that has not happened. So because of this and finances I decided to sell it but I'm not really wanting to. I don't know if it's just the want of owning a boat or what but I am doing it because financially I don't think we were ready and I think that is what God is trying to tell me.